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TRB Chapter 80


Sarg sat in the dark with a flushed face, staring at nothing but the floor.

The things that kept flickering before his eyes, in his ears, at the edge of his senses—they were driving him toward something like madness. And the fact that he kept returning to them—that he, of all people, could not stop—made him feel unclean in a way that was almost unbearable.

Even in the thick of adolescence, it hadn't been this bad. Why now—why was it only now—

You stupid fool.

You filthy fool.

You wretched, filthy fool... don't you tell someone else to stop degrading themselves.

No matter how much a man wore the cloth, he was still, at the end of it, a young man in a body made of flesh—still human—still incapable of pulling himself fully out of the current of desire.

This was a corrupt longing that had to be mastered. Through…

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The Rusted Blade

The Rusted Blade

녹슨 칼
Score 9.7
Status: Completed Type: Author: Released: 2021 Native Language: Korean
On a rainy autumn night, a knight who had died under false accusations opens her eyes. “Sir Hyderlin Biche. Please kill the king for me.” To the resurrected knight, Hyderlin Biche, had been granted a brief life of only twelve weeks. And the goal of regicide. …And childcare. While she wandered, searching for any path that might let her accomplish her mission before time ran out, Hyderlin came face to face once more with the holy knight who had despised her in life. Yet something was terribly wrong. The once-noble paladin had plummeted to the lowest depths of existence, now nothing more than a stumbling drunk. “Not interested.” “What are you interested in, then?” “You disappearing.” “Oh dear, what a shame. Looks like I won’t get to experience the one thing you actually care about.” And not only that—he had been aching for her. “What use is honor or glory anyway? When that woman is no longer here.” *** “Sir Biche.” “I told you to call me Hys.” “Is that really all right?” “What do you mean, is that all right? I said call me Hys. You were doing it perfectly fine just a few hours ago… You had a little to drink and now you’re completely gone. Ah, maybe it wasn’t just a little.” Sarg hesitated. She had given her permission so readily, yet he could not bring himself to speak the name with any natural ease. He had whispered it countless times in the empty hours when she was not there, but never once had he dared utter it to her face. Still, he had always longed to. So perhaps—just this once—it would be all right. Just once. After a long, painful pause, Sarg finally parted his lips. “…Hyderlin.”

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